So....

.... It's been a while.... 

I've missed most of April, all of May, June, July, and half of August

Talk about the Curse of a New Year's Resolution! 

But just because i'm not posting something doesnt mean i am not grateful for the little and big things in my life... Ok granted it's not daily 😁

I am just going tweak the format a little. I will post whenever i can or want to, about things i am grateful for. So no more dates. Just random occurrences. :) 

Starting with this!

Very first pic i took for the Australian Trip! Australia was awesome this time round... Cold yes, but great nonetheless! Felt good to leave all the work and stuff behind and just really focus on playing with the boys! 

And any trip that involves a dog is always better 😄 

Till the next post!!!

Rest in peace

I like how it's overflowing with flowers... You are missed, YW 

Lost

Yesterday, I found out about the death of a friend. While it is true we have lost touch since her ex-communication from us, it had never stopped me from thinking about her, of her, and wondering how she was doing. 

You see, my friend has anorexia. And died from its complications. This has a huge impact on me because we were there when we saw her reduce to skin and bones. We attempted an intervention but it failed. Oh how it failed. 

And when she cut us off after that, i always felt that the "intervention" that went wrong... could have been done better. You can see why now, that I feel partly responsible for her untimely passing. 

I know it's irrational, I know there's nothing I can do now. Can't help but feel guilt and sadness rolled in a big hard ball that i'm forcing myself to swallow. 

Goodbye Yuwen. You're beautiful, you have always been--inside and outside. Thank you for being in my life, no matter how transient. 

Lay your inner demons to rest now...